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HELLO I am doodlemancy and I am VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT MAGICAL GIRLS and I draw too many selfie doodles and nobody should have ever trusted me with a blog


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Aug 27 '14
Aug 26 '14

Well, I just woke up, and the clinic called me immediately.

"We told you we’d call you back whether or not we had any openings. Unfortunately we don’t." For one thing, that is NOT what was said, and for another thing— FUCK YOU.

I was too sleepy to press. >___<

For fuck’s sake. At least it’s over. On to the next.

Aug 25 '14

Doodlemancy the Human Disaster’s Eternal Struggle to Get Into Therapy: Part 492038 of ????????????

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Aug 24 '14
all my ideas are good ideas

all my ideas are good ideas

Aug 22 '14

well it’s 5 PM on Friday and the clinic has completely failed to call me back like they promised

meaning that it is now the weekend, nobody’s offices are open for further shopping around, and I have wasted an entire week waiting for phone calls from this fucking place. I spent have over a week on edge for absolutely fucking nothing. my first contact with them was LAST THURSDAY.

still debating whether I should stick it out (because obviously intake’s behavior probably doesn’t reflect on their therapists) or just tell them to eat shit if they call me on Monday

ALSO I was supposed to get a call from a physical therapist this week but it never happened, and I can’t sort that out yet either

for now:

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Aug 20 '14

well I wasn’t expecting it BUT THEY CALLED BACK AND GUESS WHAT

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Aug 20 '14
when your tablet driver dies at 12:30 AM and you just don&#8217;t care

when your tablet driver dies at 12:30 AM and you just don’t care

Aug 19 '14
Aug 18 '14

the clinic didn’t call back while Mom was home but they also didn’t call back period

so that’s nice

Aug 18 '14

I GOT THE CALL BACK AND ACCIDENTALLY SILENCED IT AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT AGAIN AND THEY’RE PROBABLY GOING TO CALL BACK WHILE MY MOTHER IS HOME FOR LUNCH WHICH IS REALLY, REALLY BAD BECAUSE I DON’T WANT HER TO HEAR OR KNOW ABOUT THIS

FUCK

MY

FUCKING

LIFE

Aug 18 '14

I am waiting for a call back from the clinic I am trying to get into and this is really terrible because I hate this sort of thing and not being the one in control of when the call happens is kind of probably The Absolute Worst It Can Be

so I’m just kind of sitting here like

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but I wanted to say thanks for your nice messages this week

I am sorry I have not replied to any of them personally but I assure you I hugged my phone when I read themimage

thank you thank you thank you

Aug 14 '14

basically if anyone was wondering why I am doing the things I am doing and why I am kind of a mess

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Aug 13 '14

WELL

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Aug 12 '14

I’m gonna try to do the thing

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Aug 8 '14

my shoulder is not getting any better wow big surprise (6 months now)

I am in constant, nagging pain and won’t be able to continue college this fall because of it. it is making me so depressed I have to be distracted in order to not be crying

I broke a tooth this week and I have to deal with it cutting my tongue until next Thursday

my new phone got here and I found out via experience that, if plugged into a Windows computer and restarted, it bricks itself and becomes useless and there is no real fix, because you know. not allowed to have nice things. apparently.

Because of dental stuff/general stress I am literally so anxious that I feel sick and lightheaded all the time and the one cool thing that was happening to me this week self-destructed within 40 minutes of opening the package

I’m just so tired and so angry and so sad about everything that it’s actually become confusing and I don’t even know what to do with my feelings besides sit here and go “wow I can’t believe how angry, tired, and sad I am”